I am 24 years old and I first tried crank when I was 16. It was no tmuch then because I didn't like putting things up my nose. I had 2 kids and started my life when my uncle introduced me to foilies(smoking off of aluminum foil). We started smoking a lot, and then came the bulbies, then the pipes, then the bong. It escalated so fast, and I did not even know what happened. I was stoked because I had lost 40 pounds, and I couldn't stop. I had two children that spent most of their time in the living room of a questionable homestead, while I locked myself away in a little room smoking what became my lifeline.
I started skipping rent for it, and finally one day at work I passed out. I woke up beeding out of my mouth and nose, and I was fired right away. A month later I lost my apartment, and 1 week after that I lost my car.
Did I stop? No I moved in with another one of my user friends and started sleeping with men for "shi-". (That was our code word). I used for about two years and I am finally clean for 5 months on 5/29. Do I still want it? Everyday. Do I still crave it? Of course. But my children are ,y ultimate lifeline, and so long as I live I will try to stay clean.
If you are wondering about my uncle: He is finally clean after 12 years of it, but my other using uncle did not fare so well. The only reason why he stopped is beacause his pancreatic cancer hurts him way too badly to continue smoking it.
