To me, I have allways thought as Crystal Meth to be the most terrible durg there is, and never in my wildest dreams thought that I, would ever lay my hands on it. Well that quickly changed. At age 14, I started to experiment with Drugs. I became addicted to cocaine and was doing it every weekend and sometimes during the week. I could no longer drink or have fun, with out it being on my mind.
Coke soon got boring, I began to not like the high and wanted to try some thing new. Thats when I came across crystal meth. I knew that alot of my friends were addicted to it, and hated their life becuase of it, but I thought, hey whatever? Im 14 years old, I have life to expericence, still young, I wont get additced. Boy was I ever soo wrong.
I tryed it once and It was such a wonderful thing and the feeling of smoking it made my body feel so good. After that day, it was on my mind all the time, remebering how good it was.
I did not come across it again Till I was 15 years old, and thats when I began my additction to crystal meth. I did it for a whole weekend, did not sleep, and had the time of my life with the people who I thought were my friends and who I thought had cared about me.
Weekend after weekend I would do it again and again not thinking I was harming my body in any way, not realizeing that I was addicted, but I ever so was. This went on for about 2 months then I realized that I was weighting down to 80 pounds, and was looking terrible, my cheeks were turned in, my teeth were forming in a V shape, I was lieing to my friends about doing it and was going down the wrong path, it all happend so fast.
So then, I came to reailite, and thgoutht, well, Maybe I am additced, but I did not want to admit it cuase I knew it was true. So I put my self in detox, only for a week, felt great, gained weight, looked good. Then realapsed 2 days of being out.
This drug is so powerful I soon thought that maybe I will never stop doing it. I loved it so much I could see it in my future. I started doing it more and more, with my ! riends
who did it,
they were all older then me, but they didnt care that they were getting a beautilful young soul additced, becuase they are to caught up in their own additon to care about any one else. 6 months in, I finually realized that I need to make a change, now or never. I had ended up in the hospital, from taking to much meth for my little body to handle. I went back to detox, this time for 10 days, and came out evevn better then before.
And I have not touched crystal meth since.It has only been 2 months, but to me that it a huge thing and I feel great. Im 16 now, wighing 110, and must say, look better then I ever have. I still think about it all the time, my palms start to sweat and my heart starts to race, and all the memories come back.
It is such a powerful drug, and it can take over your life before you know it. It all happens so fast. I hope my story will help save young teens from chosing life, or meth. I sure know what I want and what I dont want in life. Do you?
