I started using crystal meth at the age of 19, it made me feel free, confident and the queen of the scene. Until i started stealing and losing my real self. I turned dark and evil and didn't care who was infront of me. Running from the law, i thought i was invisable. I remember stealing clothes right out in the open almost wanting to get caught. Wanting to get caught so i could go back to my warm bed and sleep.
God did i miss my parents, and my old life. MY mom would hunt for me all ngiht long for days and days in a row. Calling the police and anyone who she thought she could get answers from and ended up running in a visious circle.My poor mother only wanted her daughter back and society pushed her further and further from answers to this dark problem.
Back then we would buy from just one dealer, but now things are changing the kids are getting hooked and then making it in their own bedroom.
Scary and thats why i am posting my story now 4 years clean and hope i can influence change in others.
