I know it's the feel good drug. I just read the other stories and man I don't want to go in that direction. I feel that I'm in control because I could stop and go throug the pain. I could stop for 3-6 months but go on binges for 2-6 wks and be sick for 4-10 days and sleep forever. I'm self-employed and my workers think I get sick but they don't know Im doing it.
I been using since I was 19 years old and now I'm 31 years old. Does anyone know that how is it that some people get so hooked and others don't? Is it mind over matter or just mind power? I done it but I could stop but to give it up, maybe I'm just in denial? I'm affraid to die trying it because I belive in Jesus. It's considered sucide !
I feel so much pain when Im comming off and head aches. I say, "How is that I'm doing this and feel like the worse flu ever" I belive this is a drug from Satan and If you see spiders in your room that glow in the dark and fell evil at night or feel that you can't move when your asleep with your eyes wide open.
Feel someone in your bed trying to smother you and a deep evil entity! I think it's evil and of course the drug too ! Stop lets all stop! We should try paint ball shooting or something else but drugs! Peace all and God Bless!
