I HAD IT ALL. I HAD A BEAUTIFUL WIFE. I HAD THREE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN. I HAD A HOME,A NICE CAR AND EVEN A WIFE THAT WORKED. I LET METH TAKE IT ALL AWAY. I STAYED IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW,KEPT FIGHTING WITH MY WIFE,EVEN STAYING GONE FOR DAYS. ONLY WORKING WHEN I WANTED TOO.
LOST MY FAMILY CAUSE I LET METH TAKE OVER ME. I LOST IT ALL. NOW I AM SITTING IN JAIL WITH NOWHERE TO GO WHEN I GET OUT. I TURNED MY WHOLE FAMILY AGAINST ME. EVEN MY BROTHERS,SISTER, AND EVEN MY MOTHER. ALL MY IN-LAWS TURN THEIR HEAD FROM ME. ALL BECAUSE OF METH.
METH WILL MAKE YOU FORGET ABOUT ALL THAT WHILE YOU ARE HIGH. METH TAKES ALL YOUR PROBLEMS AWAY FOR DAYS AND DAYS. YOU DON'T HAVE NO BAD FEELINGS ON METH. IN FACT YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS EXCEPT THE FEELING TO GET MORE METH. NOW WHAT DO YOU DO TO GET BACK WHAT YOU LOST? IS IT TO LATE? DID I LET IT GO ON TO LONG? WELL YES I DID. I WAITED TO LONG TO TRY AND MAKE MY FMILY WORK. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET BACK ALL I LOST. OR EVEN ANY OF IT. I HAVE TURNED TO GOD. I KNOW ITS NOT TO LATE TO ASK FOR HIS FORGIVENESS. I PRAY TO HIM EVERYDAY ANF NIGHT. I READ HIS WORD EVERYDAY. I KNOW HE IS MY ONLY HOPE IN GETTING MY FAMILY BACK. ALL BECAUSE OF METH. IF I COULD ONLY CHANGE THE PAST. IF I COULD ONLY GET PEOPLE TO SEE HOW SORRY I!
REALLY AM AND HOW BAD I REALLY FEEL. I KNOW TURNING TO GOD IS THE BEST I COULD EVER DO AND I KNOW ONLY TIME WILL TELL. ALL BECAUSE OF METH IF I CAN GET BACK IN MY CHILDRENS LIFE AND SHOW THEM WHAT A NORMAL FAMILY IS LIKE IS THE BIGGEST THING I ASK FOR RIGHT NOW.IF MY WIFE CAN SEE THAT THEN MAYBE SHE WILL COME BACK IN MY LIFE ALSO.ALL THE REST WILL COME IN TIME.I HAVE HURT MY FAMILY ENOUGH. MY FAMILY COMES FIRST FROM NOW ON OUT WITH GOD IN OUR LIVES. WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? ONLY TIME WILL TELL. ALL BECAUSE OF METH.
THESE WORDS WERE WRITTEN BY MY HUSBAND OF 14 YEARS. 11 OF THE 14 YEARS HE HAS BEEN ON METH WITH A FEW CLEAN MOMENTS IN BETWEEN. HE IS NOW BACK ON METH AND AWAY FROM HIS FAMILY. IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD FOR HIS WHOLE FAMILY TO WATCH HIM GO THROUGH THIS. ANYONE GOING THROUGH OR HAS BEEN THROUGH THIS WITH A LOVED ONE AND HAS ANY ADVICE WILL BE WELCOMED.
