Coke soon got boring, I began to not like the high and wanted to try some thing new. Thats when I came across crystal meth. I knew that alot of my friends were addicted to it, and hated their life becuase of it, but I thought, hey whatever? Im 14 years old, I have life to expericence, still young, I wont get additced. Boy was I ever soo wrong.
I tryed it once and It was such a wonderful thing and the feeling of smoking it made my body feel so good. After that day, it was on my mind all the time, remebering how good it was.
I did not come across it again Till I was 15 years old, and thats when I began my additction to crystal meth. I did it for a whole weekend, did not sleep, and had the time of my life with the people who I thought were my friends and who I thought had cared about me.
Weekend after weekend I would do it again and again not thinking I was harming my body in any way, not realizeing that I was addicted, but I ever so was. This went on for about 2 months then I realized that I was weighting down to 80 pounds, and was looking terrible, my cheeks were turned in, my teeth were forming in a V shape, I was lieing to my friends about doing it and was going down the wrong path, it all happend so fast.
So then, I came to reailite, and thgoutht, well, Maybe I am additced, but I did not want to admit it cuase I knew it was true. So I put my self in detox, only for a week, felt great, gained weight, looked good. Then realapsed 2 days of being out.
This drug is so powerful I soon thought that maybe I will never stop doing it. I loved it so much I could see it in my future. I started doing it more and more, with my ! riends
who did it,
they were all older then me, but they didnt care that they were getting a beautilful young soul additced, becuase they are to caught up in their own additon to care about any one else. 6 months in, I finually realized that I need to make a change, now or never. I had ended up in the hospital, from taking to much meth for my little body to handle. I went back to detox, this time for 10 days, and came out evevn better then before.
And I have not touched crystal meth since.It has only been 2 months, but to me that it a huge thing and I feel great. Im 16 now, wighing 110, and must say, look better then I ever have. I still think about it all the time, my palms start to sweat and my heart starts to race, and all the memories come back.
It is such a powerful drug, and it can take over your life before you know it. It all happens so fast. I hope my story will help save young teens from chosing life, or meth. I sure know what I want and what I dont want in life. Do you?